spacecandy

i need to get a life here in new york
I HAVE ZERO FRIENDS.
I am home on a saturday night and the boy is out drinking without me.

ready to be single again.

i wonder if it's because im a lesser person
to have/deserve these lesser beings around me.

i've stopped having expectations of people for a long time..
but they still find new ways to disappoint me.

confrontations are so tiring i don't even want to try anymore
i tell myself to live and let live.

i would never try to hurt anyone
and i always always give people the benefit of the doubt
why won't anyone go easy on me?

give me a break.
my heart feels heavy for something i didn't do
because i still care about you

this world is lonely enough
i need someone who gets me.
where are you?

put all that bullshit behind and draw, paint everyday.
we need more love in this world.

getting way too attached.